how my life has changed..

was taking a break from studying... so i took a look at my previous posts....
haii.. last time de wo...
so happy... so at peace with the world...
nothing to annoy me... *except 2 ppl*... but..i so long never see them le.. so also not annoyed anymore....
haiii... then now.. most of my post are either sad, emo or angry..
zzzzz... my old self went to play hide and seek le....
this past few weeks.. the only time i was CLOSE to being truly happy was...
when i went to band's outing at east coast park...
and the next day when i went for band prac....
very sad lehh... feel like.. the whole world is closing in on me...
i spend like.. most of my time cooped up at home.. either chatting on msn(which i hate)..
or watching my drama( cant watch too fast or it'll end soon)
zzzz...
very sian sian nowadays.... lucky got shi min to rid my boredom for awhile... haha...
but cannot always trouble her...
haiii... my family is really screwed up.. hope that if i have a family next time, it wont be liddat...

gonna end my post le.. ICP tml.. have to study......