turning evil??

yest.. i found out that my bro was taking and using my stuff without my permission..
was damn pissed off..
i was literally shaking from anger.. until.. i had to stop reading my harry potter for awhile..
was so freaking pissed off..
complained to ger.. but she didnt understand...
didnt shout at my bro cos my dad was always asleep..
and if i woke him up.. it'll always be my fault..
dunno why its so unfair...
always he do sth wrong then its my fault..
im so not gonna take care of him later on in life.. he can depend on himself..
told him that i'll take a knife and chop off his blardy arms if he ever does that again..
and i really meant it..
my mum heard me say that..
and scolded me.. saying things like "he's ur brother.. how can u say things like that"
and all the usual stuff
i seriously hate my family..

speaking of which.. another thing why i hate them..
my dad..
acts as though he has all the money in the world to spare..
his face is everything... doesnt even have 6k in his bankbook...
wth la...
thats the reason i wanna be damn successful..
dun wanna be trapped in that cycle of poverty...
if i dun make it then i have no one else to blame but me eh?

tch... i dun necessary hate my life..
just my family.. and a few other ppl in my life that i cant erase...

ending my post now.. hope the length satisfies ger..