disbelief

one would think that at the age of 17 or higher, someone would've matured.. grown both physically and mentally..
however, if u think that that is the case, u would be sadly mistaken..
grown men, age 17 and up can be so childish...

wondering wad im talking abt? lemme explain..
Dragonboat...
today was the last practice before the competition on sat..
as usual.. i was the person steering the boat..
but.. apparently, i was not doing a good job because of...
actually because of wad i also dunno.. 0.O..
im serious..
so after the sea rowing, the other yr 1's started to talk..*meaning gossip abt me*
like wtf la..
couple of fags..
got anything to say dun dare say in front of my face..
only know how to gossip behind my back...
crazy one la..
its like back in sec sch...
i thought i left those days behind me alr when i graduated...
if they think that they can do better then me then by all means take over my job..
im not exactly thrilled to be the one with the responsibility of steering a boat full of 20 ppl..

i dun even care if i dun get to row or take part in the competition cos all i wan to achieve from that CCA is just to slim down..
zzz.. damn angry also...





in other news *sounds like newscaster XD*
alot of cockroaches turned up today..
and i mean ALOT..
at the void deck near my house i think got at least 10 over..
they are all on their backs..
but.. dun think they're dead.. haha..
they are only playing dead.. hahah..
i think the reason they all came out was because of the massive earthquakes..
somehow they made the cockroaches go crazy and come out or sth..
found 1 on my kitchen floor when i came home..
attacked it with a heavy bout of insecticide..
which still didnt kill it.. zzz.. they are such persistent creatures..

1 last mention..
welcome back to s'pore cheryl.. haha...