where the hell did the world go when u need them most.

today was dance lesson. LAST rehersal which everybody said I DO happily.

WELL!

mmr left their friend alone and the fren who was also in our grp kept miss calling them. BUT! them never reply and of course she was pissed. and then you became pissed and raising your voice at me will make you feel better huh?

not siding with anybody but just put yrself in her shoes. well of course i doubt u all would understand. except me. WHY? cos u all also pungseh me before and here u are grumbling abt if it were u you'd just be angry. please. THEY are her CLOSE friends.

like bloody hell can. oh then you wanted to break down and cry again. cry cry cry. ok la. you're weaker than me in controlling yr emotions. but crying is suppose to de stress yet you keep saying u are stressed up. whatever sia.

and you keep putting me down. which hell of a bloody asshole would do that to their so called good friend. i said. if i scored well i wanna get out of this bloody idiotic school and you went. u think you can fit in?

CAN TRY RIGHT?! oh fineee la. you are miss know it all. you are miss number one in everything. and you say u haven started studying. BULLSHIT WOMAN!!! and i found out that the good fren may just be beside you but i've never noticed thats all. hell yeah! she may not have a good attitude but shes very protective of her friends.

i have already did what i could to be a good friend to you all. when u all were emo i knew i had to be there for you all. you all got problems i just listen. and i dunno wtf im doing these for you all when i think u all dun deserve it.

and when other people made fun of u and yr admirer. i didn't tease you or anything. i just kept quiet and smile. and WHAT DID YOU DO WHEN THE WHOLE CLASS HAD THE BLOODY FREAKING RUMOURS? you tease me like shiat.its not funny ok? i got a high tolerance but while i just keep a straight face. our frenship just kept going downhill.

YAH! who likes to have friends that tease them in the name of sadistic fun. sadistic fun. nice one man. so which month of joke would you like to put it in? jan?feb?march?april?may?jun?july?aug?sept?oct?nov?dec? CHOOSE LA! gogogo choose i close 2 eyes already.

im troubled. but all i can say to you all is im tired. u always say that u dun care. but you've said it one time too many. you've told me stories and i remebered them. and when i told u mine u forget it. well thank god im not stupid enuff to tell u the whole thing. hell yeah. im careful with the things i say. im icycool i got a cold heart and i like telling lies.

don't say sorry cos it does not carry anymore sincerity. and i was refering to you.

being number 1 isn't a good thing after all.

shut up with all yr lies. i've had enough. AND STOP ACTING SICK. you're not going to die. die also i die first happy?

damn fucking pissed off.

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