damn lonely

spending most of my time in bed just lying down.
dunno what i'm doing also
had econs MST today..
went to school, joked, smiled and laughed.
but
wasnt really smiling or laughing at all...
dunno what to do with my time.
rather, there are lots of work to be done.. just that i dun wan to do it only.
cant get the spirit to do it.
so many many things i wanna do.
maybe i'm getting sick... of life....
maybe.